Am I the bad person?

Or are they?

Am I the problem?

Or am I part of the solution?

I hate people because I can’t ever understand how to act around them.

Am I too much?

Am I too little?

How do I tell?

Am I fake?

Am I true?

How do I measure myself when I put myself in another’s point of view?

Am I overthinking myself?

Am I not thinking enough?

Is there something wrong with what I say?

Or are my thoughts worthwhile to hear?

If I were mute, would people miss my voice? My thoughts?

Or would it be a mercy if no one ever heard me talk again?

My head always bounces ideas around like a game of ping pong.

Always going from one side to another.

Will it ever stop?

Will it ever settle?

I don’t know.

This is the game.

The game that constantly plays in my head.