I buried my right hand
6 years ago
Underneath this boulder
With a flower in its fist
As a last call for peace
On a gory estate.
I buried my heart
2 years ago
Beneath the ocean waves
At the bottom where
Giant squids dance
With bioluminescent jellyfish
Hoping to never bleed again
Til the oceans fall and a shriveled
Pickle of a blood-pumper
Tickles at the boiling air
Free.
Today
I found my right hand
Knocking at the door
With my heart bursting ravenously
Between its fingers
Bleeding with saltwater
A hermit crab has molted its body
Into my conch shell heart
This time I can’t let go.