“Always read between the lines”
That’s what I was taught,
By those who are now confined
To live out the essence of full sentences.
They were my friends,
And it seems like just yesterday–
We were all on the same page
But I guess the tensions and raptures of today
Made us into subtleties of dynamic factors
Existing only beyond the margins
Of systematically distinct chapters.
I can still remember the beginnings
Of that not so happily ever after
During that elusive genesis,
I witnessed the premise of my installed curiosity
Become but a timeless captive
Within the underlined context–
Of every introduction.
To summarize, the highlights of elementary
Remained sedentary within my mind
And so, I guess that’s why–
The rudiments of their style
Failed to dissuade me
From the hinted potential
Of what I hoped they could be.
Back then, I could make no commentary
And still, why would I?
I refrain from the need to criticize
The multiplicity of my main characters,
Because I too have always been–
A part of that exclusive
Who was fortune enough to live–
Among the language
Which others lacked to effectively translate
Concerning the modernity–
Of our concrete experience.
Yet sometimes, I staggered,
Thinking that the heart of this realism
Would somehow carry distortions,
Based on the foolish ambiguity
Of my own sympathetic insight.
In a relative sense,
I can’t deny that they pushed the tale forward,
Because the thrilled enterprise–
Of our adventures
Developed and became active
In the middle of our substantive narrative.
In a way, you could say–
That they didn’t truly understand
The tradition which they chose to inherit,
For the reflection of our setting–
Mirrored a far contrast
From the vivid comparisons–
To that of Middlemarch,
But we constantly remarked–
On the expressive scene
With a sort of fellowship,
Designed simply to accompany the wonders–
Of such smooth and benevolent imagination,
In conjunction with affairs
Which were easily birthed, and carried out–
In a world which we referenced to be
Synonymously seen
As our own Middle Earth.
We had all participated in the poetic motions
Creating classical moments as lyrical authors
At the urban stage which fortified our epic plays
And now,
It’s the remnant of those affirmative days
Which offered impactful testimony–
Concerning our coming of age
That won’t ever allow me to crudely negate
The sharing of our pain.
I have intrinsically skimmed
And found no harbored regressions
Because I could never dismiss the previous signs
Which granted me the continuity–
To veraciously resonate
With those practical motives
And analytical traits, becoming cascades
Which led to resolutions–
Of many unspoken fates.
It’s all a matter of perspective
Or subjective taste,
For time was not fictitious
It showed us what was real;
Claiming that to survive around our way
Meant taking up notions, by initiating–
Levels of fixations, conjured when reviewing
The animated state–
Of uncanny gaits
And gradually did we go on to advance,
By studying the uncommon stance of others.
It was simple, you abided by the outline–
Of certain principles
Or got addressed, in an effort to help you subvert
From critical engagements,
Like asking too many questions–
Which could get you hurt
And sadly, we knew all too well
The footnotes–
Concerning those who disappeared in spurts.
They were not misconstrued,
But were avid scholars
When it came to interpreting a rising plot
Which was written clearly within the eyes
Of another point of view.
Because truthfully, in those streets,
You could not sleep
Unless you wished to become a typical hardcover
Which was forever shelved,
Deep beneath our feet.
Everyday, I observed and took notes
Trying to find a way–
To gain some sort of inspiration
I tried to explore, to gracefully search
And discover, in order to help guide us all away
From the repetition of daily tragedies;
Hoping to resourcefully pave a lane
Into the possibility of a new genre.
But, nothing ever changed,
They all remained
The displaced products of our social frame.
They went on to become headlines,
Because they were smart, but not wise
However, we have to suspend judgements
When dealing with the realities of life.
We are all defined–
By the scheme and fashioning of our blueprint
There are no heroes or villains,
Because every antagonist
Sees themselves as the protagonist
Within their own story.
And, for me, there is no glory
Only melancholy
Connected to this eventful,
But fragmented retrospect,
Where I have no choice but to sift–
Through the accounts of ourselves,
Which others are bound to one day tell.
Now, every time I think of those guys
I can hear their voices saying,
“Let nothing pass you by.
Keep it going. Be thorough, and …
Always read between the lines. “